I know…..I know…”where have I been?” I hear no-one ask. Well….I’ve been, I’ve been breathing…eating…breathing some more..working…and eating. Did I mention eating? Ok, un-funny jokes aside, I’ve been working a ridiculous amount over the past few months; wearing myself out so I didn’t have energy for anything else, barely socialised, didn’t do anything fun, and was just an all round sack of bleh. I’m done with that now.
I’m taking a break for a few months just to realign myself. It may sound a tad douchey but it’s true. I’m trying to get to know myself outside of my current employment because that’s all I’ve known for so many years and that’s all I’ve identified with.
This year isn’t about becoming a “new me”. That suggests that I wasn’t good enough before, and negates all the experiences, thoughts, and feelings that have led me to where I am today. So no, not “new year, new me”, “new year, same me”….I’m just trying to focus on being a better version of myself and growing as much as possible. I have a few projects that i had put aside because I didn’t have enough mental or physical energy to pursue them whilst I was working, so I’m going to see them through. As for blogging. Well, I’m taking each day as it goes but expect to see a little bit more of me 🙂
Hope you all have an amazing year. Love yourselves, be kind to others, enjoy the process of life, and try to be the best versions of yourselves you can.